The Eloise Lema Dalton Forever Fund
Eloise was our world. She was a true angel. Such a good girl, always smiling, such good fun and never a moments trouble. She touched so many people in the short time she was here and was loved so very very much.
Pneumococcal Septicaemia/Meningitis took our beautiful baby girl from us, she would have been 9 months old on Christmas Day 2009.
What we witnessed this illness do to our innocent, gentle, pure little girl was truly heartbreaking.
Anything, no matter how small, that we can now do to try and help stop this happening to another family is for Eloise, to honour her memory.
In the words of Winnie the Pooh.......
If ever there is tomorrow when we’re not together.. there is something you must always remember. you are braver than you believe, stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think. but the most important thing is, even if we’re apart.. I’ll always be with you. Keep me in your heart and I'll stay there forever...........
I miss you so much precious little angel xx
Miss Abby Dalton
January 7, 2010
I wanted to light the first candle for you my beautiul baby girl. I love you more than words can express, I always will. My heart aches for you Eloise, I miss you every minute of every day. Mummy XXXXXXXXX
January 8, 2010
For our beautiful niece who we miss. Sleep peacefully little angel x
Mrs Abby Lema Dlton
January 17, 2010
Its was one month ago today that you were taken from us beautiful Eloise. We miss you more with everyday that passes. The pain of loosing you is unbearable. We ache to be near you, to play with your toys with you, to cuddle you and to kiss you. We love you Eloise. So very much. Each long day that passes is one day nearer to being with you again.
Mummy and Daddy XXXXXXXX
Mrs ann dalton
February 1, 2010
Eloise our precious little angel, we remeber you every day and we will never forget the 9 months of wonderful memories you have given us.
We know you are safe but we miss you so much.
Forever in our hearts our bootiful baba
Love always grandma and grandpa
Mrs Nicola Yates
February 21, 2010
I miss you so much and I love you so much from Devon x
Mrs CLARE RACHEL JONES
March 24, 2010
To a beautiful little girl xxxx
Miss Saskia Thomas
March 24, 2010
Our hearts should be full of joy and our heads full of birthday surprises.It is with great sorrow that we find ourselves here lighting a candle for you.Happy birthday.
Saskia and Rich xxxx
Mrs Abby Lema
March 25, 2010
For my Precious Little Angel on her 1st birthday. I miss you more than you will ever know and love you so Very much. I ache to be with you on Your special day, we would have had so much fun. Happy Birthday Eloise. Un beso muy grande para ti. Te extrano mi amor. Tu mama ahora y para siempre, mua xxxx
Mrs Katy Alison Cullen
March 25, 2010
..heaven truly has a beautiful Angel 'Eloise'
sending our love on your special day
Katy & Teddyxx
Mrs Katy Alison Cullen
March 25, 2010
..heaven truly has a beautiful Angel 'Eloise'
sending our love on your special day
Katy & Teddyxx
Miss Amy Creighton
March 25, 2010
Dear Eloise on your special Day. You are always in our hearts and in our thoughts. Best wishes angel. With all of our love on your 1st birthday Amy and Mick xxxx
Miss Amy Creighton
March 25, 2010
Dear Eloise on your special Day. You are always in our hearts and in our thoughts. Best wishes angel. With all of our love on your 1st birthday Amy and Mick xxxx
Mrs Sarah Anne Davies
March 25, 2010
Dearest Eloise, we are sending big kisses to you on your 1st birthday. We think of you always and miss you so very much. Ive heard a whisper that your having a lovely party, so happy birthday sweetheart and have fun with your angel friends.
All our love Sarah, Pete and Daisy XXxxx
Mrs Sarah Anne Davies
March 25, 2010
Dearest Eloise, we are sending big kisses to you on your 1st birthday. We think of you always and miss you so very much. Ive heard a whisper that your having a lovely party, so happy birthday sweetheart and have fun with your angel friends.
All our love Sarah, Pete and Daisy XXxxx
Mrs Jennifer Anne Creighton
March 25, 2010
Hi Eloise we wanted to celebrate your birthday and send you very special kisses. You truly are a beautiful little girl and given such love to those all around you. We all miss you but keeping smiling with all the angels until we see you again. All our love Jenny and Geoff
Mrs Jennifer Anne Creighton
March 25, 2010
Hi Eloise we wanted to celebrate your birthday and send you very special kisses. You truly are a beautiful little girl and given such love to those all around you. We all miss you but keeping smiling with all the angels until we see you again. All our love Jenny and Geoff
Mrs Nicola Yates
March 25, 2010
Eloise, A Perfect Little Angel. Sending you all our love today and always. Although we can't be with you in body today we know you are with us in spirit. Big kisses from us all we miss you very much..Auntie Nik Uncle Mike and Devon. x
Mrs Nicola Yates
March 25, 2010
Eloise, A Perfect Little Angel. Sending you all our love today and always. Although we can't be with you in body today we know you are with us in spirit. Big kisses from us all we miss you very much..Auntie Nik Uncle Mike and Devon. x
Mr ann dalton
March 25, 2010
From Grandma and Grandpa on your first birthday
It's one year since you came into our lives bringing so much joy and happiness and love.
Even though we know you are all around us not being able to share your laughter, pain, warmth and need, on a physical plain, is so so hard to bear.
The joy and happiness we shared was all too short, grief and emptiness still fill us, but the love never wanes, that's forever.
Your leaving so early in your precious life is now helping other children that they may not suffer as you did. Your sacrifice and your Mum's determination it would not be in vain have brought change but at such a heavy price.
You should be so very proud of each other.
Even though we cannot be with you have a happy birthday with those you now illuminate.
The clouds will never hide the sunshine you brought us, the mists of time will never dim the happy memories, may the wind carry the scent of your love everywhere.
In the timeless world beyond it will be but a brief separation from us all. We love you Eloise, we will always love you. XXX.
Mr ann dalton
March 25, 2010
From Grandma and Grandpa on your first birthday
It's one year since you came into our lives bringing so much joy and happiness and love.
Even though we know you are all around us not being able to share your laughter, pain, warmth and need, on a physical plain, is so so hard to bear.
The joy and happiness we shared was all too short, grief and emptiness still fill us, but the love never wanes, that's forever.
Your leaving so early in your precious life is now helping other children that they may not suffer as you did. Your sacrifice and your Mum's determination it would not be in vain have brought change but at such a heavy price.
You should be so very proud of each other.
Even though we cannot be with you have a happy birthday with those you now illuminate.
The clouds will never hide the sunshine you brought us, the mists of time will never dim the happy memories, may the wind carry the scent of your love everywhere.
In the timeless world beyond it will be but a brief separation from us all. We love you Eloise, we will always love you. XXX.
Mr ann dalton
March 25, 2010
From Grandma and Grandpa on your first birthday
It's one year since you came into our lives bringing so much joy and happiness and love.
Even though we know you are all around us not being able to share your laughter, pain, warmth and need, on a physical plain, is so so hard to bear.
The joy and happiness we shared was all too short, grief and emptiness still fill us, but the love never wanes, that's forever.
Your leaving so early in your precious life is now helping other children that they may not suffer as you did. Your sacrifice and your Mum's determination it would not be in vain have brought change but at such a heavy price.
You should be so very proud of each other.
Even though we cannot be with you have a happy birthday with those you now illuminate.
The clouds will never hide the sunshine you brought us, the mists of time will never dim the happy memories, may the wind carry the scent of your love everywhere.
In the timeless world beyond it will be but a brief separation from us all. We love you Eloise, we will always love you. XXX.
Mr ann dalton
March 25, 2010
From Grandma and Grandpa on your first birthday
It's one year since you came into our lives bringing so much joy and happiness and love.
Even though we know you are all around us not being able to share your laughter, pain, warmth and need, on a physical plain, is so so hard to bear.
The joy and happiness we shared was all too short, grief and emptiness still fill us, but the love never wanes, that's forever.
Your leaving so early in your precious life is now helping other children that they may not suffer as you did. Your sacrifice and your Mum's determination it would not be in vain have brought change but at such a heavy price.
You should be so very proud of each other.
Even though we cannot be with you have a happy birthday with those you now illuminate.
The clouds will never hide the sunshine you brought us, the mists of time will never dim the happy memories, may the wind carry the scent of your love everywhere.
In the timeless world beyond it will be but a brief separation from us all. We love you Eloise, we will always love you. XXX.
Mr ann dalton
March 25, 2010
From Grandma and Grandpa on your first birthday
It's one year since you came into our lives bringing so much joy and happiness and love.
Even though we know you are all around us not being able to share your laughter, pain, warmth and need, on a physical plain, is so so hard to bear.
The joy and happiness we shared was all too short, grief and emptiness still fill us, but the love never wanes, that's forever.
Your leaving so early in your precious life is now helping other children that they may not suffer as you did. Your sacrifice and your Mum's determination it would not be in vain have brought change but at such a heavy price.
You should be so very proud of each other.
Even though we cannot be with you have a happy birthday with those you now illuminate.
The clouds will never hide the sunshine you brought us, the mists of time will never dim the happy memories, may the wind carry the scent of your love everywhere.
In the timeless world beyond it will be but a brief separation from us all. We love you Eloise, we will always love you. XXX.
Mrs Abby Dalton
April 17, 2010
For you my little Angel. Mummy misses you so much. Siempre conmigo Mi amor.
Mi angelita preciosa.
Te quiero con todo Mi corazon y Mi alma para eternidad xxxx
Miss Amy Creighton
April 27, 2010
Just a little note Eloise to say that I was thinking of you today. Take care little one xxx
Mrs Abby Dalton
May 12, 2010
A candle for my beautiful precious little girl. In my heart and thoughts today as always. I would do anything for a cuddle from you Eloise, anything. I miss you baby and love you more than anything In this world. XXXXXXXX
Mrs Abby Dalton
May 12, 2010
A candle for my beautiful precious little girl. In my heart and thoughts today as always. I would do anything for a cuddle from you Eloise, anything. I miss you baby and love you more than anything In this world. XXXXXXXX
Mrs Abby Dalton
May 12, 2010
A candle for my beautiful precious little girl. In my heart and thoughts today as always. I would do anything for a cuddle from you Eloise, anything. I miss you baby and love you more than anything In this world. XXXXXXXX
Miss Sarah Louise Cottier
May 17, 2010
Eloise
Thinking of you today, you brought your mum so much happiness and we miss you so much beautiful girl. All my love Auntie Sarah xxxxx
Mrs Nicola Rodriguez
May 18, 2010
We are lighting this candle as you were a ray of light Eloise.
We think of you lots and miss you every day.
Night night precious girl, keep shining bright.
Lots of love
Nic, Yoan & Josh xxx
Mrs Sarah Anne Davies
June 17, 2010
Hello Sweetheart, we missed you lots on Saturday and really wish you could of been with us. Daisy sent you a balloon. Sending mighty big kisses to you XXXX
Mr ann dalton
August 12, 2010
Hi Poppet
Still missing you so much.
Your mum and friends doing a great job for your charity event in October.
Look after your little sister who will be with us very soon.
Love you always
Grandma and Grandpa
Mrs Nicola Rodriguez
September 12, 2010
Dear Darling Eloise
We think about you a lot and talk of you often. Whenever Josh sends a balloon up to the sky, we hope that you catch it. I know you are looking after Mummy and Daddy and you know how much Mummy is doing in your memory and I am sure you are proud as we all are. I wish you were still here and playing with Josh, you two would have so much fun now. We have some t shirts with your picture on so we can see you everyday and we will wear them with pride
Love Nic, Yoan & Josh xxx
Miss Abby Dalton
September 25, 2010
A candle for you beautiful from mummy. Your flame will never go out Eloise cos it burns in me now. I miss you angel. Xxxxxxxxx
Miss Sheila Janice Liddell
September 28, 2010
2 candles from Pam and I. Keep smiling and the most heartfelt YNWA
Miss Sheila Janice Liddell
September 28, 2010
2 candles from Pam and I. Keep smiling and the most heartfelt YNWA
Miss Sheila Janice Liddell
September 28, 2010
2 candles from Pam and I. Keep smiling and the most heartfelt YNWA
Miss Sheila Janice Liddell
September 28, 2010
2 candles from Pam and I. Keep smiling and the most heartfelt YNWA
Miss Sheila Janice Liddell
September 28, 2010
2 candles from Pam and I. Keep smiling and the most heartfelt YNWA
Miss Sheila Janice Liddell
September 28, 2010
2 candles from Pam and I. Keep smiling and the most heartfelt YNWA
Miss Sheila Janice Liddell
September 28, 2010
2 candles from Pam and I. Keep smiling and the most heartfelt YNWA
Miss Sheila Janice Liddell
September 28, 2010
2 candles from Pam and I. Keep smiling and the most heartfelt YNWA
Mr andrew dalton
October 16, 2010
From Gradma, Grandpa and their friends at the Ings Pub in Guiseley.
So muh love for you. You will always be in our hearts.
Mr andrew dalton
October 16, 2010
From Gradma, Grandpa and their friends at the Ings Pub in Guiseley.
So muh love for you. You will always be in our hearts.
Mr andrew dalton
October 16, 2010
From Gradma, Grandpa and their friends at the Ings Pub in Guiseley.
So muh love for you. You will always be in our hearts.
Mr andrew dalton
October 16, 2010
From Gradma, Grandpa and their friends at the Ings Pub in Guiseley.
So muh love for you. You will always be in our hearts.
Mr andrew dalton
October 16, 2010
From Gradma, Grandpa and their friends at the Ings Pub in Guiseley.
So muh love for you. You will always be in our hearts.
Mr andrew dalton
October 16, 2010
From Gradma, Grandpa and their friends at the Ings Pub in Guiseley.
So muh love for you. You will always be in our hearts.
Mr andrew dalton
October 16, 2010
From Gradma, Grandpa and their friends at the Ings Pub in Guiseley.
So muh love for you. You will always be in our hearts.
Mr andrew dalton
October 16, 2010
From Gradma, Grandpa and their friends at the Ings Pub in Guiseley.
So muh love for you. You will always be in our hearts.
Mr andrew dalton
October 16, 2010
From Gradma, Grandpa and their friends at the Ings Pub in Guiseley.
So muh love for you. You will always be in our hearts.
Mr andrew dalton
October 16, 2010
From Gradma, Grandpa and their friends at the Ings Pub in Guiseley.
So muh love for you. You will always be in our hearts.
Mr andrew dalton
October 16, 2010
From Gradma, Grandpa and their friends at the Ings Pub in Guiseley.
So muh love for you. You will always be in our hearts.
Mr andrew dalton
October 16, 2010
From Gradma, Grandpa and their friends at the Ings Pub in Guiseley.
So muh love for you. You will always be in our hearts.
Mr andrew dalton
October 16, 2010
From Gradma, Grandpa and their friends at the Ings Pub in Guiseley.
So muh love for you. You will always be in our hearts.
Mr andrew dalton
October 16, 2010
From Gradma, Grandpa and their friends at the Ings Pub in Guiseley.
So muh love for you. You will always be in our hearts.
Mr andrew dalton
October 16, 2010
From Gradma, Grandpa and their friends at the Ings Pub in Guiseley.
So muh love for you. You will always be in our hearts.
Mrs Nicola Rodriguez
December 14, 2010
Darling Eloise
We are lighting this candle for you as we miss you terribly and will be thinking of you on Friday. Your wonderful Mummy and Daddy will also be in our thoughts. It's hard to believe it is 1 year ago on Friday, that terrible day that none of us will ever forget. We wish that we were buying you a Xmas present instead of lighting a candle but I expect you have lots to play with and lots of friends too (a special little girl we hope).
Always in our thoughts Angel
Nic Yoan & Josh xxx
Mr James Dalton
December 16, 2010
Dear Eloise
We're all thinking about you and your family at this time. Words cannot express how sad we feel when we remember that dark day.
Your Mummy, Daddy, Grandpa, Grandma, Aunts and Uncles have all been an inspiration to us - working tirelessly to raise every penny to help prevent this terrible disease happening to others. You'd be proud of them all.
Our love,
James, Samantha, Isabel & Alex.
Mr James Dalton
December 16, 2010
Dear Eloise
We're all thinking about you and your family at this time. Words cannot express how sad we feel when we remember that dark day.
Your Mummy, Daddy, Grandpa, Grandma, Aunts and Uncles have all been an inspiration to us - working tirelessly to raise every penny to help prevent this terrible disease happening to others. You'd be proud of them all.
Our love,
James, Samantha, Isabel & Alex.
Mr James Dalton
December 16, 2010
Dear Eloise
We're all thinking about you and your family at this time. Words cannot express how sad we feel when we remember that dark day.
Your Mummy, Daddy, Grandpa, Grandma, Aunts and Uncles have all been an inspiration to us - working tirelessly to raise every penny to help prevent this terrible disease happening to others. You'd be proud of them all.
Our love,
James, Samantha, Isabel & Alex.
Mrs Nicola Lisa Nicholson
December 17, 2010
For you Eloise a year since you passed away, we all miss you xxxxxxxx
Miss Amy Creighton
December 17, 2010
Dear Eloise,
Thinking of you as always angel.
With all our very best love and wishes.
love Amy and Mick xxxxx
Miss Amy Creighton
December 17, 2010
Dear Eloise,
Thinking of you as always angel.
With all our very best love and wishes.
love Amy and Mick xxxxx
Miss Amy Creighton
December 17, 2010
Dear Eloise,
Thinking of you as always angel.
With all our very best love and wishes.
love Amy and Mick xxxxx
Miss Amy Creighton
December 17, 2010
Dear Eloise,
Thinking of you as always angel.
With all our very best love and wishes.
love Amy and Mick xxxxx
Miss Amy Creighton
December 17, 2010
Dear Eloise,
Thinking of you as always angel.
With all our very best love and wishes.
love Amy and Mick xxxxx
Miss Amy Creighton
December 17, 2010
Dear Eloise,
Thinking of you as always angel.
With all our very best love and wishes.
love Amy and Mick xxxxx
Miss Amy Creighton
December 17, 2010
Dear Eloise,
Thinking of you as always angel.
With all our very best love and wishes.
love Amy and Mick xxxxx
Miss Amy Creighton
December 17, 2010
Dear Eloise,
Thinking of you as always angel.
With all our very best love and wishes.
love Amy and Mick xxxxx
Miss Amy Creighton
December 17, 2010
Dear Eloise,
Thinking of you as always angel.
With all our very best love and wishes.
love Amy and Mick xxxxx
Miss Saskia Thomas
December 17, 2010
Missing you. xx
Mrs Sarah Anne Davies
December 17, 2010
Dearest Eloise, for you a year on from the saddest day when you grew your wings to become the most beautiful angel. Wish you were here so very much. Hope you caught your kisses today, lots of love Sarah, Pete and Daisy. Xxxxxx
Miss Becky Jones
December 17, 2010
to a special little angle
Mr andrew dalton
December 26, 2010
Hi Poppet
Still missing you so much every day, Xmas will never be the same without you but little sister Megan is helping everyone......but you don't need us to tell you that.
Keep mum and little sister safe.
We love you so much.
Grandma and Grandpa
Mrs Nicola Yates
March 24, 2011
Miss you button thinking of you on what would have been your 2nd Birthday tomorrow.
Love Auntie Nik Uncle Mike and Devon...PS.Devon told us you watch her dancing from heaven yesterday hope she keeps you entertained!
Mrs Nicola Yates
March 24, 2011
Miss you button thinking of you on what would have been your 2nd Birthday tomorrow.
Love Auntie Nik Uncle Mike and Devon...PS.Devon told us you watch her dancing from heaven yesterday hope she keeps you entertained!
Mrs Nicola Rodriguez
March 25, 2011
Happy 2nd b'day darling girl.
It is so sad that you are not here to celebrate it but I know you are around. You are looking after your Mummy and little sister Megan.
We all miss you so much and think of you all the time, You are still here in little Meggie, she looks so much like you,
Mummy fights on for you Angel and always will. We help to look after Mummy but you keep an eye on her and Meggie too.
Have a special day darling.
Lots of Love
Nic, Yoan & Josh xxx
Mrs Nicola Nicholson
March 25, 2011
Happy 2nd Birthday Eloise. We all miss you so much xxxx
Mr andrew dalton
March 25, 2011
Hello Poppet
Not a day goes by without we think of you and we will always be happy for the short time you stayed with us.
It was brilliant.
Little Meggy helps us, she's so like you, keep her safe.
Happy birthday from Grandma and Grandpa, we love you so much.
Mr James Dalton
December 16, 2011
Dear Eloise
It's that time of year when our thoughts turn to you and your mummy, daddy and beautiful little sister.
They continue tirelessly to raise awareness about Meningitis - which is an amazing gift to give - especially if it makes the difference to just one family.
They remain an inspiration to me, Samantha, Isabel and Alex. It has shown Samantha and I how important it is to cherish every moment we have with our little ones.
With love,
James, Samantha, Isabel and Alex. x
Mr James Dalton
December 16, 2011
Dear Eloise
It's that time of year when our thoughts turn to you and your mummy, daddy and beautiful little sister.
They continue tirelessly to raise awareness about Meningitis - which is an amazing gift to give - especially if it makes the difference to just one family.
They remain an inspiration to me, Samantha, Isabel and Alex. It has shown Samantha and I how important it is to cherish every moment we have with our little ones.
With love,
James, Samantha, Isabel and Alex. x
Mr James Dalton
December 16, 2011
Dear Eloise
It's that time of year when our thoughts turn to you and your mummy, daddy and beautiful little sister.
They continue tirelessly to raise awareness about Meningitis - which is an amazing gift to give - especially if it makes the difference to just one family.
They remain an inspiration to me, Samantha, Isabel and Alex. It has shown Samantha and I how important it is to cherish every moment we have with our little ones.
With love,
James, Samantha, Isabel and Alex. x
Mrs Nicola Nicholson
December 17, 2011
2 years ago you were so cruelly taken. You are missed every single day xxx
Mrs Sarah Davies
December 17, 2011
Two years ago today they took something so precious. You put up such a fight and showed more strength and character than anyone I know, just like your mummy! Sending floaty kisses to the most beautiful angel. Xxxx Sarah, Pete and Daisy xxxx
Miss Amy Creighton
December 17, 2011
With all of our love Eloise, Amy and Mick xxx
Mrs Nicola Rodriguez
December 20, 2011
We wish we were sending you a present darling but what is happening in your name (thanks to your mummy) is helping so many people and will hopefully rid the world of this horrid disease.
Merry Xmas Angel girl, we see you shining so brightly in the sky.
Loads of love always, Nic, Yoan, Josh & Maya
Mrs Nicola Nicholson
March 25, 2012
Happy 3rd birthday Eloise. Missing you x.
Mr Chris Heath
March 25, 2012
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Hello Monkey
Always thinking of you my beautiful angel. I love you. Mi angelitA mi amOr. Forever my baby girl precious little thing. Nobody can ever take away the memories I have of you. They are locked in my heart. Love you monkey. Wish you could see Megan now xxxxxxxxx
Posted on April 25, 2012
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You would be 3 years old today Eloise. I know you would be so beautiful. I look at Meggie all the time and wander if you would look similar. I miss you Eloise every minute of every day I miss you bad.
Happy Birthday beautiful girl. Mummy loves you. Xxxxxxxxc
Posted on March 25, 2012
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Think of you everyday monkey as always. Every day. I miss you Eloise.I will miss you every day that comes. Love you, Love Meggie, love my little girls. Seems strange that my little girl is bigger than my big girl. We will get justice for you my angel. I promise. Te Amo Eloise mi angelita preciosa XXXXXXXXX
Posted on March 18, 2012
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Today its 2 months to your 3rd birthday my Angel. Still cant believe you wont be here to see it. I think of you every day, i miss you every day Eloise, god i miss you. I love you monkey. Precious beautiful Eloise. Xxxxxxxxx
Posted on January 25, 2012
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The end of the year again monkey. I dont like this night. Another year of missing you another year taken from you. A hard time of year for us and your family angel. Its weird , it's a new year, for many offers new hope, new starts, a clean sheet but am I a year further from you or a year nearer to seeing you again? I go forward praying it's a year nearer. Megan has had a lovely time and kept us smiling, like you she is so lovely and always entertains. Everything to discover, so many new things she is learning. I bet you are very proud of her Eloise i am sure that you will continue to guide her, her own special angel to watch over her. Beautiful girl, I know you are always with us and you know how I miss you. Love you so much Eloise. Always thinking of you, always. Xxxxxxxxx
Posted on December 31, 2011
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Merry Christmas my angel. I miss you. I love you my Eloise xxxxxxxxx
Posted on December 25, 2011
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My Precious Angel. I love You baby girl.
For every moment I had with you my Eloise I will be eternally grateful. You were beautiful, graceful, funny, kind, so sweet with the most infectious giggle. You were a true blessing and I couldn't have loved you more. That will never change.
For every moment that was stolen from you, each Christmas, each birthday, each new experience and all the happiness in the world, my sadness is indescribable. I will always carry the pain with me and the anger at those responsible rages.
Our battle continues, it will for some time. It won't bring you back my beautiful princess.... What I would do for that to be possible.... But we will show everyone What happened to you. What those animals did.
It has been 2 years today that you were taken, two years and it still feels like yesterday. Megan Is getting big now, she loves looking at your pictures all the time and kisses them. Just like she knows you monkey. I bet you are watching all the time guiding her and making sure she is ok. You always were a loving little girl. I talk about you alot to Megan. It helps to see how you might have looked too. She is lovely and very beautiful too.
I miss you baby girl, more than anything I Can describe. I love you beyond this world always will. My precious little angel Eloise xxxxxxxxx
Posted on December 17, 2011
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There are few that can understand how much I miss you my angel. Those few are the ones who unfortunately also understand My pain. No amount of time that passes will ever change how much I love you. You are, and always be my baby girl, my first born, my precious little angel. Love you so much Eloise and I miss you every minute of the day.
Xxxxxxxxx
Posted on November 25, 2011
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Thinking of you everyday my precious little angel. I love you more than any words could ever describe and miss you so much. Still can't believe it's true that you are gone. Don't think that's ever going to change. Mi vida mi amor mi Eloisa xxxxxxxxx
Posted on August 17, 2011
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It's that time again, no more painful than any other day without you. Missing you so much Eloise you are in my thoughts all the time, every day. Megan is the image of you so beautiful and so damn cute. We are still searching for answers angel for a reason but there is none. Your little sister is the same age as you were wen we lost you this week. Into unchartered waters for mummy but you will steer me in the right direction.
Still don't understand, still feels unreal, still hurts like nothing I can describe but I still cherish every precious second I had you with me you were and always will be so very special.
Te extrano mi amor, te extrano con todo mi corazon. Mi Angelita preciosa. Te quiero Eloise. I love you xxxxxxxxx
Posted on July 17, 2011
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Missing you always my beautiful little angel. I tell Megan all about you. Love you always and forever Eloise. Because of you angel other babies wont suffer at their hands and your sacrifice so great will never be forgotten. I will make sure of that.
Proud to be your mummy, god I miss you.
All my love beautiful.
Xxxxxxxxx
Posted on June 17, 2011
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Missing you bad angel xxxxxxxxx
Posted on April 23, 2011
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Thinking of you baby girl. Always thinking of you. I write special messages to you in our book but you know that. The gap you left is still there angel nothing will ever fill that. Your beautiful little sister helps alot. She is amazing. Really amazing. Devon told me today she send her Dora baloon up to heaven for you I hope you caught it along with all the kisses. She misses you alot baby girl, we all do. She says that she does dances for you I hope you can see her.
I miss you Eloise. I can't explain how much. Love you beyond the earth my angel xxxxxxxxx
Posted on April 19, 2011
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To my beautiful angel on your special day. You would be 2 years old today Eloise such a big day, 2 years old. I doubt itwould bethe terrible 2's with you, you were too perfect. I still can't believe what has happened that we can't celebrate your birthday with you. You had your life stolen angel. They know who they are. I will never forgive them for what they stole from you, from us. So many precious times so much love, fun, giggles, tears, your life Eloise. We had so much to do so many plans me and you. I know you are with me monkey all the time but it would have been such fun today playing, opening your presents having your party, your cake. I still think about you every minute. Megan is your double which is nice, she has her own special little character but I can see where she learns things from. Look after her baby she needs you to protect her and steer her through life. I know you will do that for her. I hope you like the presents we got for you. I am sure a little someone will enjoy them very much. I miss you my beautiful little girl it's impossible to ever explain to someone how much but I miss you very much. There will never be a day where you don't fill my thoughts or where I don't smile when I think of you and your gorgeous cheeky face. Happy birthday Eloise your mummy loves you beyond this earth and me and you can never be separated even though you are not here you remain with me until we able to be together again. Until then I hold you in my heart beautiful. Siempre conmigo mi amor. I love you Eloise xxxxxxxxx and 2 extra kisses one for each year xx
Ps: Grandpa was pleased you leave him the chocolate button babe. They both miss you desperately so do all your friends and family angel Big sloppy kiss from Clydie too he misses you chasing him in your walker.
Love you Eloise, always have from the day I knew about you and will until the next life and beyond.
Posted on March 25, 2011
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The months seem to be going so fast. Another one without you you pretty little thing. God I miss you so much. Every minute. Thats never going to change so long as I live. I can see so much of you in Meggie. Its a comfort. She is amazing just like you. A sweet beautiful happy little angel. You would be so proud of her but I suspect she gets her ways from somewhere Eloise and maybe she is being taught things by a little someone. We finally have the report from the hospital. I hope you would be proud of mummy. I will get my justice for what they put you through I will not rest until I do. Me and Meggie took you some pretty flowers today big orange and white gerberas and put them with your santa and teddy at the little place we have. I know your not there but its nice to put flowers there for you beautiful flowers for a beautiful angel. I love you Eloise, have since the minute I knew I was having you and will until we are together again. Un besito grande para ti mi amor. Te extrano mucho todos los dias. Mi angelita preciosa para siempre. Mua mua mua mua xxxxxxxxx
Posted on February 17, 2011
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I think of you everyday beautiful little one. I love you Eloise. I wish so bad I could hold you and give you a big kiss. Sending big kisses to the sky and all my love. Xxxxxxxxx
Posted on February 4, 2011
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You would be nearly 2 beautiful. I doubt the 2's would have been terrible with you. They would have been a joy, just like the time we had together. We missed out on so much me and you, so many things Eloise. Things you didn't see, taste, enjoy. One thing that makes me happy is that we took you on holiday. You got to see Cuba and the beautiful sea. You loved the sea, smiling and happy wen I took u in there in your special seat we have so many pictures of you happy I love my pictures of you Eloise.
Big kisses for you precious angel, mummy loves you beyond this world.
Siempre conmigo mi amor. Te amo con todo mi corazon xxxxxxxxx
Posted on January 25, 2011
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Another month without u my angel. Think about you all the time, I always will until the day we are together again. I see so much of you in little Megan. She is beautiful too just like you and has your sweet nature and smile. I think sometimes she is so relaxed and happy for a reason, because you are around her guiding and helping her, it has to be cos anyone will tell you neither of you got that serene calm from me or your daddy, nope.
I wander what you would look like now, your blonde hair would be longer you would be chatting away and running about. Would you be a cheeky monkey, would you be saying things in Spanish? Megan looks alot like you, we will be able to see how pretty you would have been through her.
How could you be denied your life. I can't understand it Eloise it shouldn't have been you my little angel, not you. We will never know why cos there is no explanation it's so wrong it can never be explained. we should have had longer me and you, longer. Mummy could have spent 3 lifetimes with you and it wouldnt have been enough. I will get some justice for you my little angel that I can promise to you. I know you are around, I hope you have lots of fun with your angel friends and catch all the kisses I send you. I get upset wen I think of you baby girl, mummy can't help it I just miss you so much and can't understand why you were taken.
Todos los besos y todos los abrazos afectuosos son para ti también mi ángel. Tu es Mi vida ahora y para siempre. Te amo Eloise xxxxxxxxx
Posted on January 17, 2011
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A million kisses for you Eloise. I wish you were here baby girl with us. Wish you could see all the sparkly fireworks and hundreds of lanterns. We send 2 for you with kisses and our love I hope you caught them.
So many things you will never be able to see with us and do with us. Life can be viscious.
Megan sends you a big sloppy kiss and a snuggle.
Love you forever and ever my Eloise, miss you so bad xxxxxxxxx
Posted on January 1, 2011
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Hello baby girl I have been thinking of you alot today my angel. I can't explain but it feels still feels so unreal. I know we shouldn't look back to the bad times but it's so hard. On this day last year we held your special service. One of the many very dark days in my life since you passed.
I think about you all the time beautiful. I how you know how much your mummy loves you. Mmmmmmmuuuuaaaaa Mi angelita xxxxxxxxx
uncle Mike and Auntie Nik send me this message and I love the words.
Those who love beyond the world cannot be separated by it
Although you aren't here with me in body you will always be with mein my heart. Love you soooo badly Eloise. Missing you every minute of every day. A kiss for you from Mummy Daddy and Megan xxxxxxxxx
Posted on December 29, 2010
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A Christmas kiss for my beautiful angel. Our second Christmas without you Eloise. There will always be an empty space In everything we do, everywhere we go. An empty place at the table, an empty seat in the car. My heart will not be empty tho because you and Megan are there. I so wish you were here running about opening your presents having fun with your little sister. We put stockings up for you and Santa brought you both lots of presents. Today was so hard. Megan being here helped alot and I know you will be around to keep me strong. Anything for my girls. people say I'm strong but I am not, it's for you and Megan that I am how I am, no other reason. You know what I mean we both do, it's because of what I was told that time xx you are both so special. Megan is amazing just like you were so calm and serene. No trouble just a little bundle of fun and pretty damn cute too. You are both so similar it's scary but it's nice for us that we can see alot of you in Meggie. She sends a big kiss and lots of snuggles to you Eloise so does daddy and auntie Nik, mike, grandma n Grandpa, Devon. Everyone who knew you.
Love you Eloise my little angel. Feliz navidad Mi angelita preciosa. Te amo para siempre. Besos para Mi Nina. Tu mami xxxxxxxxx
Posted on December 25, 2010
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I think of you every day Eloise I miss you every minute, 5 years can pass, 10 years that will never change baby girl, never. I love you today as I did yesterday as I did a year ago and as I will tomorrow and every day that follows. Time changes nothing we simply learn to live with the pain to hide it better. A whole year today yet it feels like yesterday that you were here, your little smile that gorgeous giggle and your beautiful blue eyes. Your garndme, grandpa aunty Nik, uncle Mike and cousin Devon all miss you so bad as do your friends and everyone that knew you. A precious, gentle and warm little soul.
Megan sends you the biggest sloppy kisses. I'm sure you are around angel, I know you are watching her, guiding her and will every day. Maybe that's why she is so good. So calm cos I doubt that comes from me or Daddy :o)
What I would do for a kiss or a cuddle from you. Absolutely anything. Remember that for every kiss and cuddle for Megan there is one for you too baby girl and know that we love you deeply and miss you everyday. I wish Megan could have met her big sister but she will know all about you. Our pain at losing you doesn't fade we just hide it better now. You are always in my heart and on my mind and I love you my precious little angel.
Lots of love and angel kisses to my baby girl. Forever my baby girl.
Mummy xxxxxxxxx
Posted on December 17, 2010
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It is snowing. Has been for days. Reminds me of you Eloise. The day we came home after you were gone the snow came down. It snowed for days, just like now.
Missing you so much.
Big kiss from Me daddy and your sister Megan. Christmas is going to be a painful time little angel. You should be here, i know you will help me through, and Megan will too. Love you always, Mummy xxxxxxxxx
Posted on December 1, 2010
« Next journal entry | Previous journal entry »20 months old today Eloise
Hello angel, you would be 20 months old today. Nearly 2 years baby girl. You would be running round, chatting away and so beautiful.
I have been telling your little sister Megan Rose all about you. She looks so much like you, it's a comfort. Very pretty just like her big sister.
I got you some beautiful roses today. Pink, your favourite. They are by your picture. It snowed today too just like it did the day we lose you. So much snow. It will always remind mr of you although everything reminds me of you. Megan is getting bigger. She is a good girl too Eloise. I know you are around us watching. I just wish you could be here to play with her and be with us but our time was cut so short. Too short. Why angel? I keep asking the question every day. There will never be an answer for me, maybe you will tell me wen we r together again. Until then I will wander how this could happen. So very wrong.
Happy birthday angel, I know it's not your proper birthday but mummy likes to acknowledge your special day every month.
I love you Eloise, I miss you and I wish every minute of the day you were here with us. It physically hurts when I think about what happened and the fact that for now we cannot be together. Forever my baby girl your mummy loves you so much xxxxxxxxx
Posted on November 25, 2010
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This time last year we were untouchable, we were so happy with so much for you to do so much for you to learn and experience. So much love for you. This year we look forward to the report from the hearing into what happen to you angel at the hands of those awful awful doctors at that place. How life is cruel. Horrible dark and cruel. I see bad people, people that don't want life, people that don't deserve life. Yet you were taken. Why? I don't understand, I never will. It torments me that you aren't here. It still feels surreal that you are not here. Like the last year been a dream. How life can change, and change so quickly. I really cannot explain the feeling it just feels so wrong and losing you and you leaving us was not in the plan. You deserved life, a long beautiful happy life. You got 9 months with me which i will always treasure and i just pray that you didnt suffer pain st the end Eloise, i cannot bear the thought of you in pain or being scared it tears me apart. God I miss you. Megan is here and she amazing and every bit like you but you left a gap that nothing will ever fill. I love her like I love you and she has given us a reason to be here again a reason to go on with life and we know you will be there every step of the way watching out for her, guiding her through her life making her safe.
God I miss you. Love you for an eternity and would do anything to hold you. Missy loves you precious angel, always will xxxxxxxxx
Posted on November 17, 2010
« Next journal entry | Previous journal entry »Hello Big Sister - Love Megan Rose
Well your little sister is here at last Eloise. We called her Megan Rose. She is alot like you but there was only one you and baby Megan will be her own little person. You are both so Very special. I have been thinking about you alot Eloise and been telling your sister about you. Remember always every kiss and cuddle is for you too. I love you xxxxxxxxx
Posted on October 30, 2010
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Hello baby girl, another month would have gone by for you today 19 months old you would have been. I have your flowers and as ever I am thinking about you. Just like everyday thinking of you, missing you so much.
Your baby sister refusing to make an appearance. Looks like she is going to be strong willed like you Eloise. He he you know exactly what I am talking about monkey. You always knew wat u did or didn't want but always were sweet about it, it was impossible to be mad at you for anything you just had a way of melting peoples hearts. Such a sweet nature, you were such an a lovely little girl, my little girl and I couldn't love you more.
You know I need you around me to make me strong, especially at the minute. You will make sure that I am strong for your sister. I hope you will be proud of me like I am of you. I say before and I say again every kiss and cuddle is for you aswell. One for baby one for Eloise!
I pray that you are happy and playing with your little angel friends. I know you know that I live you more than life, more than anything in this world and miss you every second of the day. Don't be mad at mr for being sad, I just find life without you very very difficult, it doesn't feel real. I know we will b together again but that's so far away. A day feels too long. Te extrano, te amo con todo Mi corazon Mi angelita preciosa para siempre xxxxxxxxx
Posted on October 25, 2010
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Hello precious angel. Me and Daddy were up at your special little place on Sunday and left some more pretty flowers by your teddybear. We light candles for you too. One for each month as always. I wrote a note to you then also but it has not appeared on here. I found a little feather as usual and i got some more forgetmenots too so I know you know I was there.
Your special day went so well baby girl. All them people were there for you, just for you because you were amazing. Everyone worked so hard but it was worth it and we raised alot of pennies in your name. I hope you are proud. I would do it all again for you angel. Anything for you.
Only a few days until your little sister is here. I think she is going to help us through cos we miss you so desperately. It still feels like a dream that you are gone. I cant explain it but its just not real. I cant process that as long as I breathe I will not be able to see you or hold you or even give you a little kiss. You have no idea what I would give for that. Anything. I think about it everyday. You know that for every kiss and cuddle for your little sister there is one for you and I know you will be watching over her always and with me everywhere I go.
I miss you Eloise and I love you more that you could ever imagine always will.
Your Mummy XXXXXXXXX
Posted on October 19, 2010
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I am a bit late today angel I'm sorry, I have been doing so many things for you. You would have been 18 months today Eloise I look at other babies and wander how you would be, what you would be saying, how your lovely blonde hair would be. You were so pretty with your cheeky little smile. You would have been a gorgeous little girl. Me and daddy light a candle for you today and also we put a teddy and some things in our little place. You know where they are. All for you with some pretty flowers. 2 weeks till your special day now and 4 weeks till your little sister arrives. Feeling scared, I forget everything and you made it so easy I am worried I won't remember what to do. You will guide me again babe I sure. With me always, exactly where you should be, exactly where you would be if the horrible disgusting doctors had listened. Their time will come Eloise, I have to trust in that.
Make me strong for the weeks ahead baby, I hope so badly that your day is special. We all work so hard to make it that way for you. All your friends and family love you and miss you more that you can imagine. Your mummy and daddy miss you every minute and struggle so bad without you, i love you like I tell you everyday I know you hear me I just wish I could hold you or see you again. Love you forever and get through knowing that each that passes means we r one day closer to being together again. Sweetdreams angel time for mummy to sleep. Love you Eloise XXXXXXXXX
Posted on September 26, 2010
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9 months baby girl since we were parted. Mummy is just about to go put some flowers our special place. We were at the hospital on Monday to hear why they take so long but it's because it is so serious and complicated. They did so mamy things wrong and I will never forgive them for what they did to you angel. They know they are responsible, I know they know.
Your special day is just 3 weeks away now too and keeping Mummy and Daddy busy. Please send us a nice day it will be a brilliant day but very hard for us. It's all for you Eloise but I would rather have you here with me where you should be.
Remember to leave me little signs baby girl like your love heart and know that I miss you every day so much. I wish everyday we had spent more time together but one lifetime wouldn't have been enough you were so special always will be. Siempre conmigo Mi angelita, Mi amor. Love you Eloise, always will
Mummy xxxxxxxxx
Posted on September 17, 2010
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Hello Angel
Uncle Mike finished his bike ride yesterday. 180 miles and he raised alot of money for you. I know that you will have kept him safe on his journey.
He did very well but I bet that he has a very sore bottom this morning. Maybe for a few days and his legs too.
Miss you so badly you cant imagine. I think of you every minute my beautiful little angel.
Mummy XXXXXXXXX
Posted on September 4, 2010
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Just lighting a candle for you beautiful Eloise. You would be 17 months old today angel. I hope you and your angel friends are playing and you are ok. I miss you so much it hurts.
Your friends at Pippins had a special day for you on Friday. I went to help out. Mummy ended up on the telly too to talk about you. It was so hard for me not to tell the world what that hospital did to you Eloise it makes me feel physically sick but we have come so far and I will continue until I get some justice for you.
Tom showed me the sweety you sent to him. He sent you big kisses, I know you will like that. They all miss you. You would be amazed how many people you touched but then I always knew you were special. You were so serene, a special soul, I could see.
Time is not a healer, every day without you is as painful as the day we knew you were gone. I loved you then, I love you now and I will always love you my baby girl. Precious little Eloise. En Mi corazon para siempre xxxxxxxxx
Posted on August 25, 2010
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Hello beautiful. Yet another month goes by without you, missing you so badly as always.
There is so much going on in your name Eloise. Just for you because everybody misses you so much. The place where we had baby massage did a coffee morning for you. It was lovely and alot of families turned up. They are going to do it every year on your birthday for you. Uncle Mike is planning away for the bike ride in a couple of weeks. He is very busy with that and has done so much on it, there is the Big Bug Hunt at Nursery this week for you aswell which mummy is going to and also the football game is coming up too. Keeping mummy out of trouble all this work but I woulld do anything for you baby.... anything. Keeps me going. Only 9 weeks now until your little sister arrives. I am nervous but also need it to help me as I miss you so much. Nothing will ever be able to replace you though angel, nothing. Its impossible. I hope your little sister is as good a girl as you were. I know you will be there with her all the time watching over her and me. Like i said to you every kiss and cuddle will be for you too.
I love you Eloise, I have since I found out you were on the way and always will. Eternally your proud mummy. Te quiero con todo mi corazon para siempre XXXXXXXXX
Posted on August 17, 2010
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16 months you would be today beautiful girl. I am sitting in the baby garden at the crematorium thinking about you as always. I made a lovely bunch of flowers for you. Pink, yellow and White.
I found a little White feather by the entrance from you too which was nice.
Devon still asks about you and grandma grandpa aunty Nik and uncle mike miss you alot. Uncle mike is doing a bike ride for you in september, 180 miles baby. He gona have one sore bum bum after that but he raising money for your fund. I know you will make sure he is safe and be with him along the way.
I think about you all the time, I still don't believe that this happened, that you are not here anymore it doesn't feel real. I miss you every second of the day my precious little angel and I love you more than I can ever put into words.
Eternally Your Proud Mummy xxxxxxxxx
Posted on July 25, 2010
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Hello beautiful. The months seem to come round so quickly. 7 months baby. 7 months without you. God I miss you. I think about you all the time. Hope you are happy, safe. Playing with your little angel friends wherever you are. I know you are near me, watching, keeping me safe.
Not long until we get the report back from the hospital. Finally we might have some answers about everything that Happened in December. I pray they do what they need to do. The changes they made already have helped a little child at your nursery. Because there was a consultant on over the weekend they were able to save their little hand. That's because of you Eloise, just you, such a heavy price to pay but I couldn't be more proud.
I am busy with your memorial Football game, everybody is. Will be such a fantastic day Eloise all for you because you were so special. You are and always will be special. Mummys precious little angel. You going to be taking care of your little sister soon too watching out for her.
I miss you every minute. I will until the day we are again. Foreverin my heart, my thoughts. I love you. Siempre conmigo Mi amor Mi Eloise xxxxxxxxx
Posted on July 17, 2010
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15 months since you blessed this world with your presence. What a blessing it was.
I would die to give you one kiss I miss you Eloise. God I miss you so much. Eternally your loving Mummy XXXXXXXXX
Posted on June 25, 2010
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6 months angel since You passed and missing you badly. It still feels like a dream. Can't be real. Still feels like yesterday. We have so much planned for you angel in your memory, the football game, uncle mike is going to ride a bike to London and back and our friends are running a half marathon for you. All for you because you really are so special.
I spoke with your grandpa in Cuba, abuelo, he said he thinks of you alot as do your grandma n grandpa and everyone here. Devon asks me about you all the time and about your little sister who I know you will be watching out for and with. I miss you Eloise it doesn't get less with time. No amount of time will take away how much I love you. You are with me always always always I just wish I could hold you or see you. Mi angel preciosa para siempre. Te quiero con todo Mi corazon. Besos para ti de tu mami xxxxxxxxx
Posted on June 17, 2010
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I have been thinking of you alot beautiful angel. I look for you everywhere. I wander what you are doing, if you are playing with your little angel friends. Little Bertie and Bella. I miss you so much Eloise. My little Eloise. Xxxxxxxxx
Posted on June 7, 2010
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Just wanted to say a big thankyou to Helen, Charlies mummy for running the Manchester 10k last week in memory of Eloise. Helen raised money for Meningitis Research and also managed to do the run in an impressive 62 minutes. Thankyou so much Helen it was lovely of you to do the run for Eloise she would be so proud and we are very grateful xxx
Posted on May 26, 2010
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Time feels to go so slow without you yet it seems like only yesterday that we were playing, learning and growing together. You taught me so much Eloise. Things that don't come in books. Things that only the love of your child can teach you. It makes me angry and sad that you didn't get time to do so many things, see so many things. That time was our enemy. If I had known what I know now would I have done anything different? I hope desperately that I did everything possible but I do think about stupid things like the fact you never tasted chocolate, you never had cookies or cake. I did give you icecream and I know you loved it! McFlurry! You never saw snow either. I will never forget the day we left the hospital. The darkest days of my life. The snow was falling and thick on the ground. It didn't stop to snow for about 3 weeks babygirl. I loved the snow, you would have too but now it takes me back to the start of the black horrible times. I miss you. I don't know what to do without you. I love you Eloise. Xxxxxxxxx
Posted on May 25, 2010
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5 months angel since you pass. Minutes, hours, days, weeks, months pass but time doesn't ease the pain of loosing you. You would be 14 months old, tearing round the house, talking to me. I will never know what it feels like for you to call me mummy, to know what you would look like now, sound like. All Beautiful no doubt. You have a little sister on the way. It makes me so sad that you will not be here to meet her and show her things. If she is anything like you she will be lovely and I know you will be here with me and with her always. We don't hAve to see you to know that Eloise. You are everywhere and feeling you around me and knowing you send me this little girl keeps me going. Everyone misses you desperately. Charlies mummy from your nursery ran a race for you yesterday to raise money for meningitis. You see you inspire people Eloise. You are so special and continue to do such good and live on despite what happened to you. I miss you terribly baby girl. I miss you more that anyone could ever imagine and I loved and continue to love you more than I ever thought possible. I hope you are with your angel friends looking over me. I send you a big kiss and the biggest cuddle and all my love. Night night precious little Eloise. Your mummy loves you xxxxxxxxx
Posted on May 17, 2010
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Thinking about you today baby just like every day. I miss you Eloise I miss you every second of the day baby girl.
I love you precious little angel.
Mummy x
Posted on May 3, 2010
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Hello gorgeous. You would be 13 months old today pretty baby. I think, wander everyday what you would be doing but I am pretty sure you would be running around by now and chattering away. I miss your laugh so much and that big toothy smile! We all went to a special service yesterday Eloise for little children that lose their little life in PICU. It was nice but so sad especially wen they read your name. I was there with daddy, grandma , grandpa, aunty Nik and uncle mike. They all love and miss you so much. We put little Stars on the tree with little messages on for you but you know that cos you were with us.
Everybody always ask about you you were a popular little girl. Because you were so special that's why. So special.
I love you precious little angel. My heart has ached for you everyday that has gone by without you here. that will never change till
the day we are together again.The house is empty. I am empty.
I love you beautiful now and always mummy and daddys little girl. Siempre conmigo Mi amor, te quiero con todos Mi corazon ahora y para siempre xxxxxxxxxxxxx
Posted on April 25, 2010
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It has been four long and painful months Eloise. Without you here life just doesn't feel the same. You were my life, you always knew how much your mummy loved you, you know how much your mummy will always love you. The special little gift you sent for me means so much baby. I know it was sent by you to help me and I promise that I will do my best for you. I told you before I would make you proud and although things aren't too good for me at the minute this special gift means I will always be able to see a part of you, every kiss will be for you too every cuddle for you too. My arms will no longer be empty but will always ache for you. I will always be able to speak of you, tell stories of you and be sure that your little brother or sister will know how special and amazing you were. What happened to you has created changes baby, many changes so far many more to come. They will be made in your name angel. I got a lovely little box for all the money raised in your name so far. It's beautiful with your name on and I am going to put some of your special things in and put it in your cot.
There is nothing that I wouldn't do to have you here now. We would be having so much fun playing in the sun. You lived to have fun you always had a smile. A beautiful little smile that made me smile too. I love you Eloise, I ache for you, I miss you precious little angel. Knowing you are around me keeps me going. How I wish things were different. I will never know why you were taken, such a pure beautiful baby I will never understand. I miss you my angel and love you more than anything in this world, always will and a day will never go by where you don't occupy my thoughts. Forever In my heart I love you Eloise, so much xxxx
Posted on April 17, 2010
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Hello Angel.
I waited until this time to post your Birthday journal because it was at this time 1 year ago that you came into this world. From the first time i saw your beautiful face I knew we would be the very best of friends. You became the most important, amazing thing in my life.
Although we didnt get the time together we deserved, every minute we had was a gift and time that I will always treasure so deeply. I miss you every minute of everyday even though I do know that you are around me and will be till the day I come to join you. That day is something that I will never fear now as I know that it means we will be together once more.
I tried to make today special for you baby but I wont lie it broke my heart not to be able to share your 1st birthday with you here. Such a milestone for those who are blessed to reach it.
We put some flowers in the baby garden for you, you have baloons, cards, presents and so many of your friends sending their thoughts and love. I made buns and gave them to youre friends at the nursery, Grandma and Grandpa had one too. I saved a couple of special ones for you and blew out a candle and made a wish for you. There are a couple of balloons on their way up to you too baby you will need to catch them I have put a special note on them just for you. Daddy says Happy Birthday too Angel and he is missing you bad just like me.
My little Eloise I love you so much, I would do anything to be able to hold you one more time, give you one more kiss see your beautiful smile hear your cute giggle. Everything about you was so special.
I hope you are having fun with your little friends angel wherever that is. That you are celebrating your 1st Birthday by having a party, playing and having fun, just like we would have done if we were together here.
Just know that your Mummy loves you and misses you desperately. Happy Birthday Angel. Te extrano te extrano te extrano mi amor. Mi angelita preciosa xxxxxxxxxxxx
Posted on March 25, 2010
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I miss you every minute of everyday Eloise. Today was so hard without you here with me. I knew it would be a hard day but no day is easy. I went to the crematorium today. I don't know why I just wanted to do something for you. I got some pretty flowers and made a bouquet with feathers and butterflies and hid a little note in there for you. I put them in the chapel for you and lit a candle too. I have put some flowers on your table too lots of pink and White flowers for you. So pretty just like you are.
It's your birthday soon angel. Just deciding what to do for you. Going to be heartbreaking that you are not here we would have had so much fun together with all your friends. Things progressing with the hospital baby we are getting justice for you. Nothing will ever bring you back but we fight on and have had many changes made already because of what happen to you. All because of you Eloise changes are being made at the hospital. Changes that mean no other child will suffer the horrendous errors and incompetence that we faced so many times when you needed help from them the most. It's in your memory, in your honour that the changes have been put in. There have been 5 already and many more to come. I hope you are proud. Devon talks of you alot she tells me you sit with her and tell her things. I am glad you are watching Devon she loves you alot.
People always talk of you and ask about you, I saw your friends from your nursery the other week. They all miss you alot you were so loved.
I love you precious little angel and miss you so much it hurts. Each day without you feels like an eternity but I know means one day closer to being with you again. I will never know in this lifetime why you were taken from me so pray there will be answers for me in the next when we are together again. I love you. Siempre conmigo mi amor te extrano con todo mi corazon xxxxxx
Posted on March 14, 2010
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Hello Beautiful
Its 2 months today since you passed Eloise. Time doesnt heal. I miss you more every day that goes by, I miss your beautiful smile and the sunshine you brought to me every single day.
You would have been nearly 11 months now baby. I always wander what you would be doing, if you would be taking your first steps, saying your first words.
I have had my tattoo today for you. You are forever in my heart and my mind but now your name is on my skin where people can see it. I want everyone to know how much I love you and how proud I am that you are my Eloise. Its very pretty, just like you.
Everybody is missing you so very much Eloise, Daddy, Grandpa, Grandma, Abuela, Aunty Nik, Uncle Mike. Devon keeps talking about you she says she talks to you alot. I hope so baby I know you will be looking out for Devon.
Mummy loves you precious and misses you more than words can say. I would do anything to be with you now. XXXXXXXXXXX
Posted on February 17, 2010
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It is one month today since you were taken from me. One month today since my entire world collapsed. With every day I miss you more. With everyday the pain gets worse.
From the day I knew about you you became my universe. I was so happy you were a girl. I couldnt wait to see what you looked like. I had never imagined you could be as beautiful as you were though, you were beyond perfect in every way.
I was so scared when you arrived. To say I didnt have much experience with babies was an understatement, but you made it so easy for me. Even when you were tiny you were such a good girl. It was like you were the teacher and me the pupil. Hard to explain but together we got there.
Everyday that we spent together was a gift. Always such fun, you gave so much love Eloise and I couldnt have loved you more. I loved every tiny detail about you so very much. I was so proud you were mine. That will never change baby.
I miss you so very much. The pain I feel really is unbearable. When you passed, a part of me did. I will never be the same without you my Eloise. You are in my heart now and will be forever. There is not one second that goes by where my thoughts are not filled with you. My love for you will never fade, never. You are my baby girl, you will always be my baby girl my Precious Little Angel.
I love you so much.
Posted on January 17, 2010
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Hi Beautiful
Happy birthday to our beloved and so missed little poppet.
Always in our hearts and thoughts we love you, we will always love you.
Happy Birthday little princess....xxx
Miss you so much but your always with us
All our love
Hello Angel
2 years ago yesterday was the worst day of my life, hearing the horrendous news that we were all hoping we would never hear was unbearable for us. I cannot imagine how it felt for your mummy and daddy and the rest of your family. Your mummy is amazing Eloise and I'm sure you send her the strength she has, she fights on and on for you baby girl and I know you are proud. We keep a photo of you in our house and Joshua says "Eloise" when he sees it. You two played together, well Josh played at taking your socks off when we came to stay with you - that was a wonderful time and so precious that we got to meet you as it's precious we have met your beautiful sister, Megan - there's lots of you in her which is a comfort to your family. Rest in peace beautiful and look after your mummy and sister and all the other little Angels with you. Lots of love from me, Yoan, Josh & Maya xxxx
Hi Poppet
We miss you so much with every day that passes.
Know your looking after little sister Megan and will continue to do so.
She-´s very much like you.
Your always in our hearts
Love Grandma and Grandpa
Everytime I read what you write on here darling my heart breaks all over again for you. I cannot imagine how you feel every second of every day and I know little Meggie helps but as you say Eloise was your first born. You show such amazing strength Abby and Eloise would be very proud of that. Sending loads of love to you always xxxx
Hi Poppet
Little sister's birthday today, so wish you'd been here with us and Meggie to share.
We're sure your watching and looking after her but we still miss you so much.
Love you always
Grandma and Grandpa
Hello poppet
2 today! Bet you'd have been a real cheeky monkey in every best sense. fingers in the cake, hands in the jelly and a mess everywhere. It would have been wonderful.
If you're partying up there and they have any more choccy buttons we can always manage another one (you know what we mean). Thanks for sharing the last one.
There is so much love here for you Eloise, there always will be. Let the strength of that love help all of us through this now incomplete life without you.
Meggy will help us bear the cross a little more easily but the pain never goes away.
Love you so much
Grandma & Grandpa
What a milestone in your life little one - 2 years old tomorrow. How we wish you were here to celebrate but you are with your mummy & sister and keeping a watchful eye over them. I met your sister Megan last week, she's so beautiful of course because she looks just like you. Keep your mummy safe and strong. She misses you so so much. We all think of you and love you Eloise. Have fun playing with your friends Angel. Lots of love Nic, Yoan, Josh, Bev, Mike and my parents xxxxx
Babe
I cannot believe how much has been raised for this wonderful cause in your little Angel's name. It's a true sign of how much Eloise and you are thought of. Well done to you and all your friends for raising so much to stop another family suffering like you do.
Loads of love to you and Meggie luv nic, yoan & josh xxx
Dear Abby,
Congratulations to you all and welcome to baby Megan i hope she can warm your heart again xx
We too lost our beautiful daughter Clara to Pneumococcal meningitis & Septicaemia, she died in Leeds PCIU on the 6th of October, life will never be the same again......
Kind regards, Claire
Hi Abby
I read about the event you organised in the YEP. It looked amazing. You should be so proud of yourself, especially being so heavily pregnant. I lost my daughter, Orlagh on 22nd September this year to meningitis, She was in hospital for 6 weeks before she died. 5 days after she went in I gave birth to her little sister, Niamh Megan. The mix of emotions is unbelievable, as I'm sure you are now finding but I hope Megan is bringing you joy and I'm sure she is giving your life purpose again. Take care, Clare Windle xxx
11 months ago you were taken away Eloise - cannot think where the time has gone. We all miss you so much and wish you were here. I talked to your Mummy today and talked about you and your sister Megan. We hope that you are keeping an eye on your Mummy and Megan Rose. Hope you and Bella are having fun.
Sending lots of love to you both from us all xx
I have read your message in your journal and read how much you are doing for meningitis uk with sponsored events .Welldone to you all. I have suffered as you and lost my little man age 3 years 13 April this year and know how much it hurts. Like you we have focussed as a family on raising awareness and have set a forever fund in Ryans name. It helps but does not take the pain away. Welldone to you all in your fund raising i hope the charity match goes well. We would love to come down and watch if we can, if not all the best. xxx
Dear darling Eloise,
I cannot believe 7 months has passed since that horrendous day you were taken to another place.
We think of you loads and especially over the past few days as mummy and daddy came to stay with us but I'm sure you were here also.
We hope that you're happy doing the things you should be but wish you were here playing with Josh, causing chaos, as children do.
I know you look after your mummy and give her lots of strength. She is fighting for justice all the way for you baby girl and she misses you terribly, we all do.
Watch over your mummy and keep her safe.
Rest in peace special girl and give Bella a big hug and kiss from us.
Lots of love Angel
Nic, Yoan & Josh xxx
Babe
What you've written on hear has broken my heart - every word is so thoughtful and beauftiful.
I still cannot take in what has happened and admire you so much for your strength - you are one strong girl.
I will speak to Mike and get a page set up on here for his Cardiff Half Marathon.
Lots of love to you babe
Nic xxx
Hello darling girl
We miss you so much and hurt so much because your Mummy and Daddy hurt so much. It's lovely news that you have a sister coming and part of you will be in her so we all have that to look forward to. I think of you very often and today Josh let his balloon go and it went up high in the sky and we thought of you & Bella and hope you got it.
I will help to look after Mummy for you but she has lots of help from family and friends so you don't need to worry.
Huge hugs and kisses for you and Bella darling girls.
Shine bright
Nic xx
Hi Clare
Thankyou so much for lighting a candle and your kind words.
Your offer to do the Great North Run in Eloises memory is appreciated more than I can say. The support and kindness we have received since Eloise passed has been truly humbling. About the sponsorship I am fairly new to this so will call our friends at the charity tomorrow to see how we set this up for you and let you know. If you would drop me an email or text or call me that would be lovely. My details are 07769906111 abby.lemadalton@talktalk.net. I would like to be your first sponsor.
Love and thanks from Eloise, me and my family X
My thoughts are with you. Words cannot describe how sorry I am for you.
Your journal is beautiful and Eloise will be watching over you.
I would like to run the Great North Run in memory of your beautiful angel, let me know how I set up the sponsorship for your page.
Lots of love,
Clare
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It's that time of year when our thoughts turn to you and your mummy, daddy and beautiful little sister.
They continue tirelessly to raise awareness about Meningitis - which is an amazing gift to give - especially if it makes the difference to just one family.
They remain an inspiration to me, Samantha, Isabel and Alex. It has shown Samantha and I how important it is to cherish every moment we have with our little ones.
With love,
James, Samantha, Isabel and Alex. x
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Have a great day at the football match and I hope that it raises more awareness and funds for this worthy cause.
Dear Abby, here's something from me personally, but I am doing some stuff to raise further money in Hertfordshire (where I now live) and be be in touch. Be strong sweetie, Brendan O'Connor xxx
My thoughts and prayers are with you xxxx
Hope the charity footie match goes well. Wish I could be there. Get Rushie's signature for me!!! Be thinking of you whilst in America.
Take care...
Great cause - good luck with the Elland Road Event!
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For a very beautiful and special little girl, Eloise. All our love, Helen, Paul & Charlie xx
Abby, We will always keep her in our prayers. Alec & Courtney
In memory of a dearly loved and missed great niece and half cousin Eloise.
From Jose, Chris, Russell, Josie, James and Samantha
Monies donated by your friends and family at your special service after you left us baby. The hardest day of my life. Everybody misses you so much, you were so lovely. Mummy loves you angel XXXXXXXXX
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