John Buchan

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Another birthday has passed but the sadness is still here.
I miss my little boy so much and I don't think this pain will ever leave me until such times as I can meet you again.
love you lots
Dad
xxxxx

Today is your 2nd birthday; Darcie and Fraser have bought a lovely teddy bear for your grave and we have put a plaque that says some of the things we feel. Every day is still so hard, I miss you so much. It feels so wrong that life carries on without you, a huge part of our family is missing but you will never be forgotten.
I wish I could tell you all the thoughts I have of you but there are too many to write down. There is not a day that goes by that we don't talk about you; I tell Fraser about you all the time.
I love you so much, all of my love forever,
Mummy
xxxx

It is 1 year tomorrow since you went away and not a day has passed that I haven't thought about you. I still remember how it felt to hold you in my arms and feel your head snuggling into my neck. Even though you are not here with us, you are still a huge part of our family and me, dad and Darcie talk about you all the time; Fraser will always know he has a brave big brother.
Tomorrow is going to be a hard day for all of us but we want to make it a special day when we remember how much joy and happiness you bought us.
I hope you know how much I love you,
All of my love
Mummy xxxx

Sorry it's been so long since I last wrote to you, the only reason I can give is that's it's so hard to put ino words just how hard it's been for us all since we lost you.
Everyone's life is back to normal except for us.
It's so hard getting up each morning and facing the world, acting as if everything is ok when in fact my heart is broken.
I miss you so much my brave little soldier.
I look at your picture and can hardly hold back the tears.
I don't think I will every be the same again.
love you always
Dad xxx

We are now approaching 6 months since we lost you and it is not getting any easier. I think about you all the time and there will always be a big hole in my heart. We all miss you and you are always in our thoughts.
All of my love,
Mummy
xxxx

dearest john john, I miss you more than ever since Fraser has been in mummys tummy lots of love big sister and little brother , Darcie and Fraser xxx and more.

Merry Christmas little John John. You had to fight so hard last Christmas and showed us what a true miracle is. You came through against all the odds and we are forever grateful for the short time we had with you. Christmas will never be the same without you, you will always be in my heart and thoughts. I love you little boy.
Auntie Kirstie
xxx

exactly one year ago today was to be the start of the worsted year of my life.
On the 15th december 2008
you where to become ill and it all started with you being taken to Great Ormand Street hospital with an unknown illness and would result in you being diagnosed as having Meningitis and being told that you might not see the next day.
You fought through the next 10 days and we thought that although you would end up with brain damage you would pull through.
Fot the next almost 10 months you fought and fought but alas this was a battle you where not to win.
your mum and me have found today very difficult to deal with,
I can only thank you for staying with us for as long as you did, even though this was too short a time.
We both think of you every day and cry when no one can see us.
I miss you so much wee man but whenever I think of you it is with great pride.
Please remember that no matter what happens in the future this will never change.
You are and always will be my beautiful brave wee boy.
love you always.
Dad xxx

It's only 15 days until christmas and although me, mum and darcie are looking forward to going away I worry that we are leaving you here on your own.
We wont be able to go to the cemetry on christmas but I hope you know I will be thinking of you with both happieness and sadness.
Happieness when I think of your smile and kisses and sadness because I wont be able to hold you and see the progess you would have made.
I miss you lots son
love dad
xxx

I have missed you a lot this last week, I have sang to you most nights.
I worry about how I'm going to handle christmas and especialy new year.
I'm used to your mum getting upset at new year but I don't know if I will be able to hold my feelings in and this worries me as I don't want you to think of your dad being a weak.
I want you to know that you are never from my thoughts.
love you always wee man
love dad xxx

Little, John

Happy birthday dear nephew. I will always remember your summer visit to Canada and the sunshine that you brought to the lives of those around you. You are in our thoughts and memories and I am glad we were able to meet. Love,

Uncle John

Your first birthday is here and I wish I could give you a cuddle and get one of your great sloppy kisses. I hope there is lots of music playing for you. You are always in my thoughts John John. I love you.

Auntie Kirstie
xxxx

Happy Birthday. I miss you. I miss feeding you your cereal.
Love from Megan
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I really miss you but one day we'll find a cure for what you had and you will always be with me. I'll always love you.
Callum
xxxxx

Happy birthday sweetheart.
There aren't any words to explain how much we all miss you, there is such a huge hole in our lives and you are the only one that can fill it.
Every day is so hard without you and you are always in my thoughts.
All of my love forever,
Mummy xxx

Today should have been a happy day but for me this has been one of the hardest I have ever known.
I feel so sad and alone.
I have cried throughout the day because I miss you so much.
I cannot accept that I will never see you again, never be able to lift you, cuddle you and kiss you.
My heart feels empty without you wee man.
You will never be far from my thoughts.
Please forgive me for not being able to take your place.
Love you always
Dad xxx

dearest John,we miss you lots and lots all my love big sis Darcie p.s, HAPPY BIRTHDAY! xxxxxxx

every day I cry inside and always will until we meet again love you always

Bring and buy sale

Donation and draw tickets

Your 3rd birthday, always in our thoughts.

xxxx

3 years ago today you came to us after a long, long wait, it was the happiest time I can remember. Everyday I wish you were still here, I miss you so much. You will always be a big part of our family, all of our love from Mummy, Daddy, Darcie and Fraser xxxx

with love from Granny and Grandad xxx

You are always in our thoughts and in our hearts little JohnJohn. Love you.

From NHMS

Miss you and love you, Granny and Grandad xxx

All of our love,

Uncle John & Auntie Kirstie