The Joshua James Prime Forever Fund
Joshua was taken from us suddenly on Thursday 17 March 2011 to Pneumococcal Meningitis. That’s where our lives fell apart He was just 7 ½ months old.
He was our first child and his loss has had an enormous impact on everyone around us. We will never ever forget him and we will raise awareness & try to support those who also feel the pain we are feeling since Joshua left us. We will do anything, no matter how small, that we can do to try and help stop this happening to another family.
We will hold you forever in our hearts until we meet you again.
We love you, mummy & daddy xx
JOSHUA
J is for joy, you're such a delight
O is for outstanding, so able and bright
S is for sweet-natured, a wonderful child
H is for happy, you've always a smile
U is for unique, a treasure so rare
A is for adorable, angelic and fair
Miss Rachael Wells
April 13, 2011
Like a candle burning bright, you will be our light.
Love You Always
Mummy & Daddy xx
Miss rebecca wells
April 13, 2011
xxx love you xxx
Miss Julie Avery
April 13, 2011
A little tribute small and tender,
just to say we will always remember.
Auntie Julie & Uncle Jacky. X X
Mrs Andrea Mcewan
April 13, 2011
The world may never notice
If a Snowdrop doesn't bloom,
Or even pause to wonder
If the petals fall too soon.
But every life that ever forms,
Or ever comes to be,
Touches the world in some small way
For all eternity.
Mrs Karen Luscombe
April 14, 2011
Remembering a beautiful baby.
Mrs Karen Luscombe
April 14, 2011
Remembering a beautiful baby.
Mrs Karen Luscombe
April 14, 2011
Remembering a beautiful baby.
Mrs Karen Luscombe
April 14, 2011
Remembering a beautiful baby.
Miss Gemma M Rutherford
April 17, 2011
For a Beautiful boy xx
Miss Laura Wells
May 1, 2011
A special 21st Birthday candle that will never go out, just as you will never be forgotten little Joshy. Love you xx
Great Nan & Grandad Wells
May 8, 2011
Lots of Love Joshy
From Great Nan & Grandad Wells
Mr Kevin John Smith
June 11, 2011
Hope all the good work you are doing helps some other little boys and girls like Josh, From Kev Smith.
Mrs Hazel Eccleston
July 1, 2011
I was so sorry to hear of your loss and can only hope that your happy memories of such a beautiful little boy, will give you comfort.
August 10, 2011
Have a very special day in heaven Joshua, love Lily x
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Easter Bunny
Dear Mr Easter Bunny
As you hop along your way, I hope we don't delay you.
But there's something we need to say.
We are grateful for your Easter gifts, chocolate & eggs galore, but we'd be forever grateful if you could pass by Heaven's door.
You see we have an angel up there & we'd hate for him to miss out on a celebration so dear.
So if you could hop by there, that wonderful world up above wish him a Happy Easter & pass on our love.
Posted on April 10, 2012
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Matthew’s Big Brother isn’t like all the rest;
His memories are kept in a big treasure chest
See Joshua is an angel in heaven above;
And surrounds his baby Brother with bundles of love
He is smiling down, keeping him out of harm’s way;
And will be there beside him in every day
So when Matthew looks up at the stars at night;
He’ll know his big brother's making them shine so bright
You can be sure his life will be full of laughter and joy;
For he’s being looked after by a Special Angel Boy.
Posted on March 16, 2012
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I’ll lend you a child for a little while
A child of mine God said
For you to love while he lives,
And mourn for while he is dead.
It may be one or two years
Or forty two or three
But will you, till I call him back
Take care of him for me?
He'll bring his charms to gladden you
And should his stay be brief;
You'll have his lovely memories
As solace for your grief.
I cannot promise he will stay
Since all from earth return;
But the lessons taught below
I want this child to learn.
I’ve looked the whole world over
In search of teachers true;
And from the things that crowd life's lane
I have chosen you.
Will you give him all your love?
Nor think the labour vain?
Nor hate me when I come to take
This lent child back again?
I fancied that I heard them say
Dear Lord, Thy will be done
For joys thy child will bring
The risk of grief we'll run.
We will shelter him with tenderness
We'll love him while we may.
And for the happiness we've known
Forever grateful stay.
But should thy angels call for him
Much sooner than we've planned,
We'll brave the grief that comes
And try to understand.
Posted on March 16, 2012
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Why would anyone be jealous
Of the attention you receive
When you've lost a baby
It's something I can't believe
It's really not nice attention
I'd rather not be here
I'd rather have a healthy child
Than live my life in fear
How could anyone be envious
Of all that I've been through
What makes a person tick this way
I really haven't a clue
I'd rather be un-noticed
To never have felt this pain
I'd rather have my baby back
Than have the attention I have gained
I didn't ask for this hurt
Didn't deserve to feel such loss
But when someone has an issue with me
As to why I'm truly lost
And then you get the fakers
They pretend it's happened to them
Is it a problem they need help for
Not the actions of one who's sane
I'm not an attention seeker
I didn't do this for twisted fame
You'd never hear a word from me
If I could just have them back again
So please don't be envious
I wouldn't wish this on anyone
I just need you to care a bit
And not feel so hard done
I won't need attention forever
But right now it helps me through
And just want to give you something to think on
Rather me instead of you!
Posted on March 16, 2012
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They say memories are golden, well maybe that is true. We never wanted memories, we only wanted you.
A million times we needed you, a million times we cried. If love alone could have saved you, you never would have died.
In life we loved you dearly; in death we love you still. In our heart you hold a place, no one else could fill.
If tears could build a stairway and heartache make a lane. We'd walk the path to heaven and bring you back again.
Our family chain is broken, and nothing seems the same. But as God calls us one by one, the chain will link again.
Posted on April 13, 2011
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Matthew’s Big Brother
Matthew’s Big Brother isn’t like all the rest;
His memories are kept in a big treasure chest
See Joshua is an angel in heaven above;
And surrounds his baby Brother with bundles of love
He is smiling down, keeping him out of harm’s way;
And will be there beside him in every day
So when Matthew looks up at the stars at night;
He’ll know his big brother's making them shine so bright
You can be sure his life will be full of laughter and joy;
For he’s being looked after by a Special Angel Boy.
Congratulations on becoming a big brother Joshy xx
Thank you for making the sun shine for us yesterday Joshy... There was lots of people running for you because everyone misses you so much. Keep smiling down on Mummy and Daddy, and let us know you are there. Love you xx
been thinking about you lots swetheart, i dream you are playing and singing with all the angels, i looked up at the sky last night and i saw the brightest star....everytime we pass were you rest we say "hello joshy"... sleep tight gorgeous xxxxx
miss you Joshy xxx
Calling all the angels it's a special day today!
For Joshua’s turning one year old and here’s what he has to say:
"Mummy & Daddy, please dry all your tears. I know you miss me so.
And if it had been up to me, I'd never have chosen to go.
For I knew that you would miss me, and the things that we could do.
I wish I could have stayed on earth and lived down there with you.
But, now I'm well and whole. I sing and play all day
With all the angel boys and girls who've come to Heaven to stay.
I love you both every day. I send you kisses too.
And some day you will join me here and I'll always be with you.
I've got to go the party's on. We'll sing and dance and play.
But I am always in your heart and never far away.
Please find a way to celebrate, even if you cry.
Perhaps you'll send me some balloons soaring into the sky.
I will know they came from you, and I'll be flying near
to send you love and kisses as I love you both so dear."
i have made you a memory stone with a heart on it and your name my mam brought it to you today xxx
Angels
Our special little children who are not very old. Our special little children that we miss a lot and long to hold.
Our special dear sweet children, we think of heaven where you are. We wish that we could be with you, that it did not seem so far.
Although the years be many, that will keep us far apart. You’re always really close you know, you’re locked here in our hearts.
Our special little children to us, you will always be. And one day when we’re older, we will be with you, you’ll see.
We know by then, we can start afresh, and talk and talk and talk. We can tell each other may things, of daily past life, and its walk.
We can then live through sunshine, no more dark clouds or rain. Our special little children may time heal all and any pain.
Words can't express the pain I feel for you both. I am so sorry you are having to go through this.
They say time is a healer and I truely hope it is.
May you find some comfort in your memories of Josh and the strength in each other to get through.
He has gone from your sight, but never from your heart.
Death leaves a heartache no one can heal.
Love leaves a memory no one can steal.
Saying goodbye to a loved one is surely one of life's most difficult tasks. There are no words powerful enough and no music soothing enough, to ease your pain at a time like this. But I know you will find consolation in knowing how much you loved and cared for him.
You gave so much of yourself, and the precious memories of the times you spent together will heal you and make you whole again. And you will understand what a blessing it was to have shared the life of someone you loved so much.
Though you say goodbye for now, it is only until you meet again someday – when your emptiness will turn to fulfilment, your despair to joy, and you will love again for eternity in that place where no one grows old.
I feel honoured to have known your gorgeous little boy for the very short time he was with you.
He was a very special little boy and couldn't have been loved anymore that the two of you loved him. He would have been proud that you were his parents.
If we could keep our babies forever, it still wouldn't be long enough. We love them so much.
We've been parents only a matter of months, but the time has been crammed full of special moments, laughter and wonderful experiences.
Treasure your memories you have of beautiful little Joshy forever and we pray that they may offer you some comfort at this very sad time.
He was the only boy in our post natal group but he had five girlfriends who will never forget him and will love him forever.
With Love
Christie, Louise, Sara-Jayne, Ros, Tracey & the girls
Sweet Dreams
RIP Joshua
Joshy was a little smasher, a super little boy.
We pray that the road ahead is one that you take together with courage and strength and that over time, each step gets a little easier.
The world has lost a wonderful person.
Every once in a while we are lucky enough to have known someone very special.
Josh was a special person to so many people and while we grieve, we also celebrate the gift of having known someone so wonderful.
When I look up at the sky tonight I will think of you and Josh.
I'll find a star - the one perfect shimmering star that looks like it could be new, and I'll make a wish in my heart for you to feel their love and presence with you still.
For comfort and healing to shine down on you, for peace to light up your path.
If a miracle could be performed no matter what the cost, it would have been to save this sweet young life, so very sadly lost.
Your aching hearts are breaking with emotions running wild. How do you face the future with the sad loss of your child.
But support is in abundance just to comfort you, for so many people love and care and hope to help you through.
By remembering that even though your time was cut short, cherished memories are such gifts that your beloved child has brought.
Thinking of you both at this very sad time. Joshua was and will always be a very special little boy.
He will always be Lana's little valentine x
It breaks my heart to write on this page as I still can't believe that this is true.
There are no words to express how truely sorry I am for your loss and I can't begin to know what you are both going through. Although this is something you will never get over, I am sure that in time with the support of each other, your friends and family, your pain will ease slightly.
Joshua was such a loved, happy and beautiful little boy and he couldn't have wished for better parents than you too.
He will stay in my heart forever.
The courage and dignity you are displaying in handling this tragedy is outstanding and shows everyone what wonderful people you both are. Your loss is heartbreaking, no words can adequately express the sprrow you are feeling or the sympathy we feel for you both now.
Take one day at a time x
Words can not begin to express our absolute shock, sadness and disbelief at the news of your tragic loss.
Josh was an adored & much loved son who will be sadly missed.
Each life touches this world in a way that no one else can, leaving not only wonderful memories, but lasting footprints in our hearts.
RIP Joshua
When we leave this earth the love that we've given and received remains behind to light the lives of those we touched. Each memory a candle burning bright.
May Josh's memories and love live on.
Our prayers start with you three anad end with you three.
Your love and devotion for Joshua was plain to see, it made everyone smile to see you together. A parents love is unconditional and never ending.
We will always think about him and remember him in our prayers.
We pray that God keeps you strong, and little Joshua will be safe in God's hands.
So sorry to hear the terrible news. Josh was such a happy little boy with the biggest smile that lit up the room.
Can't believe he has been taken from you so suddenly.
He will never be forgotten.
Words seem useless at times like this. I only met Josh twice but I will never forget him. I would have happily taken him home with me!
Our thoughts are with you both x
Remember the smiles from yesterday, take them with you tomorrow.
Hold the love you feel inside and leave behind the sorrow.
Joshua was so very very special and he was from the start. You held him in your arms but mainly in your heart.
He's gone to play with the angels in heaven up above. So keep your special memories and treasure them with love.
Although your darling son was with you just a while, he'll live on in your heart with a sweet remembered smile.
We wanted to say, although words don't seem enough that we are thinking of you both still and that our thoughts and prayers are with you.
No words could bring you comfort at this tragic time. Josh was a gorgeous little man and was very lucky to have such loving parents like you. He will be the brightest star in the sky,
Love lasts beyond a lifetime, it lives forevermore. A timeless flowing in the heart like waves upon the shore. And like the tide that comes and goes, hoping that you find. While memories grow and the sadness fades behind.
Loss leaves a heart ache no one can heal, love leaves a memory no one can steal.
Words we say will not bring Josh back, but your memories and love will keep him alive in your hearts.
The news of little Joshua was devasting, your hearts must ache for the son you loved dearly. Your memories of all the priceless moments will keep him with you always.
We are so sorry to hear of your sad loss or your precious son Joshua.
We are thinking about you both at this sad time.
There are no words to express how I felt when I heard your tragic news. He was a little ray of sunshine, your beautiful Josh and his loss has touched me profoundly.
You are always in my thoughts
We think of you day & night
The world is full of Grandson's who are loved a lot, that true, but there's no Grandson anywhere loved as much as you.
Our most precious Grandson taken from us so suddenly. We miss you so much and will love you forever.
Nanny & Grandad xxx
You were perfect in every way Joshy. We were so lucky to have been blessed to have such a beautiful, happy little boy in our family.
I know you are now the brightest star in the sky every night.
You will be in my heart forever.
Love Always x x
Our lovely little Joshie,
What a privileged family we are to have been given such a wonderful little boy like you.
It may have been only for a short time but you will always be in our hearts.
You are and will always be our little ray of sunshine.
xxx
Lots of love & kisses, always and forever
RIP Joshua x
You were a ray of sunshine in all of our lives and loved by so many little Joshy.
I will think of you every day and your memory will live on as a treasured and magical little man.
RIP Sweetheart xxx
A very special little boy who touched that hearts of all that had the honour of meeting him!! R.I.P Joshy xxxxx
Joshy
Forever in our thoughts.
Rest in peace.
always in my thoughts xxx
We will always love and remember you. X
Even though it hasn't been long since the day that you've been gone
People tell me, “time will heal......" but not having you here seems so unreal.
I feel like I'm living in a dream - then reality hits......and I want to scream.
You are my baby, my first born - my son, and with your short life, I know I wasn't done
With teaching and loving and caring that's true, and all of life's treasures I wanted for you.
I keep thinking what would I do, if I had another moment to say I love you.
How would I fill that moment I long of, except with words conveying my love.
I can't be thankful for what I have not - but do try and be thankful for all I got.
The time with you so short and sweet, you always were "mum's special treat."
He was the most gorgeous little boy in the world and is now the most gorgeous little boy in heaven.
You will never be forgetton Joshy.
I promise to look after mummy for you.
All my love, Jen xxxxxxx
Love you always Joshy x x x
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Proceeds from carol service
sponsorship Survival of The Fittest for Jenn Whitbread & Suzannah Janotova
Draw tickets
Christmas cards and wristband sales
Christmas card sale 2011
Further money raised by the little ones at Biggleswade Beavers
donation
Good luck Rachel and Darren xx
Christmas draw tickets
Christmas cards
Christmas Draw tickets
Christmas Draw tickets
Donation from charity box
£120 from charity bucket at Woodview Farmshop, Gamlingay
Money raised from Biggleswade Beaver and Cub Halloween Disco
£80.00 from collection box in The Widdrington Chip Shop
Sponsorship towards Sponsored Swim
Sponsored Slim
Donation from 3M Sports and Social Club
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donation from the school's council
Thinking of you on your first birthday. With love Tracey, Matt, Aidan & Abbie
£90 donations from The Cock Inn Gamlingay
Matched funding from Barclays Plc.
From 'Flowers By Julie' customers.
£20 Donation from Diane Johnson
Donation from Michelle Smith & Family
£150 from collection box at Potton Road Farm Shop in Bedfordshire
From Auntie Lorraine & Uncle Geoff
Lily's birthday and christening celebrations were all the more special knowing that we were rembering her wee pal Joshua and raising money for his fund. x
Sponsorship for the Alnwick Triathlon on the 15th May
Raised by Leanne and Fraser through a raffle.
i have heard about Joshua through a friend and would dearly like to donate to his forever fund
£20 donation made by Michelle Lucy from Bouncing Babies in Alnwick
£636 raised by Auntie Becky for arranging a 'Colour My Friday' event and for organising a raffle and cake sale at her work place.
£50 cheque donated from Val & Derek Carpenter
£60 raised by Abbie Davies for doing magic tricks
On Saturday 28 May 2011 Julie from Kiddies Kabin in Alnwick organised a raffle to raise money for The Joshua James Prime Forever Fund.
A special thanks to the local businesses of Alnwick for their generosity in donating raffle prizes and to everyone who helped sell the tickets and to everyone who bought tickets.
The total raised was £1011.82
Proceeds of book and bike sale
£279 collected from the Gentoo building site in Alnwick
£62 raised by Megan Wood for taking part in the childminders toddle waddle in Hulne Park on Tuesday 26 April 2011.
Pin badges
RIP Joshua
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Money Raised during Easter Raffle by staff and Peter Lawson of Aker Qserv
proceeds from raffle
Proceeds from cake sale and tombola
£20 from Ken at Genoo
(Project Manager)
Money raised by colleague
£40 donated from the sale of the sock monsters (made from Josh's socks)
which were kindly made by Janet Kidd from DCHS
Rachael and Darren, you are both in our thoughts constantly at this very difficult time. We cannot begin to know how you are feeling and what you are going through. We didn't meet Joshua, but his fight for life affected us deeply. You are very special people and we wish you happier times in the future.
Ginny and Gerry x
From the residents of Oaky Balks, Alnwick.Proceeds of their street party raffle, with love x
Money raised by friend of the Prime family.
In memory of a special little boy xx
So sorry about Josh. He is now the brightest star in the sky xx
Cash given to Rachael & Darren to be donated to the Joshua James Prime Forver Fund.
Thank you everyone for your kindness & support.
We are so sorry to hear the terrible news. We are thinking of you.
Remembering Josh a beautiful baby boy
For a little star who is twinkling in the sky. RIP Little Josh xxx
So sorry to hear of your tragic loss, my thoughts are with you both.
Serena
A precious child, taken too soon. x
Too dearly loved, never to be forgotten!
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Target: £7,500.00
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